I havee had the worst day at school ever. had a fight with all my mates and they were all saying that they wanted to cut me up with a chainsaw. :/ Plus this boy i like flirts with me, asked me to the cinema but he will not ask me to be his girlfriend. Why does he want to cuddle up with me at the cinemas and not be my boyfriend??!?! how do boys minds work!!?!?! Maybe he wants to cuddle with me but carry on flirting with ALL the girls. But the problem is that i am falling head over heels in love with him. WHAT DO I DOO!?! Plus every single bloody day, someone calls me ugly so when i look in the mirror i feel like smashing it. I wish i was as pretty as some of the girls i know. Some of the gorgeous people are absolute cows yet all the ugly people can be some of the nicest people on the planet. But sometimes there are a few people who are different. Me.. I am nice but not gorgeous.. definitely not gorgeous.