omfg. I am with my mates, courtney and ellis and we went to the shops and we saw some other friends - connor, micheal, lewis, greg and liam. courtney took the mick out of me so i slapped her, play fighting, and then we started having a little ‘bitch fight’ and greg starts recording it and now he is putting it on youtube. if my dad sees it , he is gonna go absolutely mental. If your thinking thats ridiculous then you do not know my dad. He is bloody strict and when i say strict, i mean STRICT! But the problem is i absolutely have major crushes on liam and greg sooo i am super mad at both of them because it was both of them but now it is soo hard to stay mad at em cuz i love em. What do i do mann? xxx Plus i think greg knows i am majorly crushing on him but liam has not a clue.. how do i tell em? who do i tell/choose!! DESICIONS! AND CONFUSION!! xD

Godd sakee. In primary school, yhuu walk round and all you get is smiles. In secondary school(high school), all i get is stupid self obsessed cows givin mee the evil.. what is the point?!? Kind of likee them evil cows ^^^. 

I havee had the worst day at school ever. had a fight with all my mates and they were all saying that they wanted to cut me up with a chainsaw. :/ Plus this boy i like flirts with me, asked me to the cinema but he will not ask me to be his girlfriend. Why does he want to cuddle up with me at the cinemas and not be my boyfriend??!?! how do boys minds work!!?!?! Maybe he wants to cuddle with me but carry on flirting with ALL the girls. But the problem is that i am falling head over heels in love with him. WHAT DO I DOO!?! Plus every single bloody day, someone calls me ugly so when i look in the mirror i feel like smashing it. I wish i was as pretty as some of the girls i know. Some of the gorgeous people are absolute cows yet all the ugly people can be some of the nicest people on the planet. But sometimes there are a few people who are different. Me.. I am nice but not gorgeous.. definitely not gorgeous.